You thought a fist could make me stay, That fear could shape what I would say. But I took the hit and kept my spine, Now watch me rise, bitch got outta line.

You slammed the door, thought you were king, But only cowards do that kind of thing. Your strength was fake, all bark, no bite— I packed my rage and lit the night.

**Chorus** I got louder when you tried to hush, Stood taller in the silent crush. You broke the mirror, but not my mind— You lost control when I declined. You called me crazy, called me wild, But I’m not your pet, not your child. I walked away and that was fine— Bitch got free, bitch got outta line.

You threw words like knives to skin, But my fire burned too bright to dim. You called it love, I saw the trap, Danced through the ashes, never looked back.

**Chorus** I got louder when you tried to hush, Stood taller in the silent crush. You broke the mirror, but not my mind— You lost control when I declined. You called me crazy, called me wild, But I’m not your pet, not your child. I walked away and that was fine— Bitch got free, bitch got outta line.

**Bridge** So here’s to every scream you feared, To every bruise that disappeared. I wear my scars like medals now— You lost me when you showed me how.

**Final Chorus** I got louder when you tried to hush, Stood taller in the silent crush. You broke the mirror, but not my mind— You lost control when I declined. You thought you'd win by breaking me— But I was never yours to keep. I walked through fire and crossed that line— Bitch got brave, bitch got outta line.

**Outro** So next time you raise that hand in pride, Just know who ran and who survived. I’m not the one who lost their spine— You’re the bitch who got outta line. Yeah you're the bitch, who got outta line (few chords of outro music)

In this no-filter, no-fluff episode, Amanda and Raven crack open the reality of what it means to survive emotional abuse, weaponized politeness, and the exhaustion of always holding it together.

Raven shares stories from her marriage, her trauma, and the nervous system breakdown that followed years of trying to be the “good wife” in a toxic dynamic.

Raven brings the fire, the validation, and the hard-earned insight as the two explore how women are dehumanized by culture, crushed by diet lies, and expected to thank abusers for crumbs of affection.

This episode hits hard on: – Anger as a sacred part of healing – Trauma responses disguised as daily life – Body shame, eating disorders, and diet culture grief – The myth of the perfect parent and what it costs us – Emotional immaturity in men and generational cycles of neglect – The violence of unsolicited advice – Panic attacks in safe spaces and the nervous system aftermath

If you’ve ever had a panic attack in peace, blamed yourself for abuse, or woke up realizing you’re done being nice—this one’s for you. Amanda and Raven are not here to play nice. They’re here to burn shit down and rebuild something honest.

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A former insider exposes five years inside a toxic spiritual company using cult tactics, gaslighting, dark psychology, and claims of fake energy healing machines.

From love bombing and manipulation to misogyny and the discard, this raw personal account reveals how trauma bonding, fake angels, and placebo-based services were marketed as salvation.

This episode dives deep into spiritual abuse, narcissistic leadership, and the emotional toll of working inside a narcissistic organization disguised as healing. Perfect for listeners recovering from cults, MLMs, religious trauma, and New Age manipulation.

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