In this deeply moving episode of Diary of the Search Queen, I'm joined by my beautiful friend and fellow fertility warrior, Jacqui Maloney.

Jacqui is a speaker, storytelling coach and communications expert who helps people access the power of their voice and share their message with clarity and confidence.

But today’s episode goes far beyond public speaking, it's about resilience, grief, healing, and the strength that comes from owning your truth.

Jacqui vulnerably shares her journey through pregnancy loss, how she learned to receive support, and the incredible legacy she's building through The Rose Garden project at King Edward Hospital.

This one’s tender, raw, and powerful in all the right ways.

We Talk About:

• Jacqui’s experience with two pregnancy losses and how they reshaped her emotionally and professionally
• Why sharing your story (even if it’s just with one person) can be a radical act of healing
• The cultural conditioning around “doing it all alone” and how Jacqui learned to receive
• How to show up for a friend going through a miscarriage or loss
• The creation of The Rose Garden in WA and Jacqui’s mission to support other grieving families
• How she channels her story into her work as a speaking coach and advocate for women’s voices

About Jacqui Maloney

Jacqui is a communications coach and storytelling mentor helping professionals, thought leaders, and business owners speak with confidence and authenticity. Beyond her business, she’s also Chair of The Rose Garden committee, a sacred space for families navigating pregnancy loss at King Edward Memorial Hospital.

Links Mentioned:

• Follow Jacqui on Instagram: @jacquimaloneycoaching
• Learn more or support The Rose Garden: Visit the Facebook Page
• Jacqui’s Website: www.jacquimaloney.com

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• Follow me on Instagram: @sonjathesearchqueen
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When I started writing The Search for Resilience, I had no idea how far it would go.

I didn’t have a book deal. I wasn’t signed by a major publisher. And I certainly didn’t expect to walk into a bookstore and see my book beside Mel Robbins.

But here we are.

In this deeply personal episode of Diary of the Search Queen, I’m sharing the full behind-the-scenes story of how my book landed in major bookstores across Australia – and why that’s far more rare than you think.

This episode is for every woman chasing a dream that feels too big, too unlikely, too far out of reach. Because with a little divine timing (and a lot of grit), miracles happen.

In this episode, I share:

• The divine twist that got my book into bookstores – and why that never happens for first-time authors
• What traditional publishers won’t let you include – and the reason I said no to a book deal
• The hard truth about book marketing (it’s a full-time job… that pays in impact, not profit)
• Why this book is a legacy piece – and what happens to it after July 30 if it doesn’t keep selling

Want more?

• Buy the Search for Resilience https://www.amazon.com.au/Search-Resilience-Awaken-Warrior-Business/dp/1925452964
• Follow Sonja on Instagram at https://www.instagram.com/sonjathesearchqueen/
• Download a copy of The Google Ads and SEO Checklist https://sonjathesearchqueen.com/google-ads-and-seo-checklist/
• Find out more at https://sonjathesearchqueen.com/

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Consider this your reminder: no dream is too big – even if it doesn’t come with a book deal.

Running a business while trying to conceive is one of the hardest things I’ve ever done – and I know I’m not alone.

In this episode of Diary Of The Search Queen, Ellie Swift joins me to talk about the messy, beautiful, brutal truth of building a business during fertility treatments.

Because when you’re running a 7-figure business with a full roster of clients, you don’t get to hit pause. You keep holding space for others – even when you’re at rock bottom emotionally.

But this is exactly why Ellie believes her fertility journey made her a stronger, more intuitive business owner.

In this episode, we talk about:

• What it means to live a “double life” when you run a business and personal brand while privately struggling
• How she structured her business to thrive in early motherhood
• The moment she almost gave up – and what happened next
• Why Ellie believes her fertility journey made her a better CEO and mentor

Whether you’re navigating your own fertility journey, showing up in business through grief, or just trying to hold it all together – this episode will remind you you’re not alone.

Connect with Ellie:

• Listen to the Scalable Freedom Podcast at https://ellieswift.com/podcast/
• Follow Ellie on Instagram at https://www.instagram.com/elliehswift/
• Find out more at https://ellieswift.com/

Want more?

• Buy the Search for Resilience https://www.amazon.com.au/Search-Resilience-Awaken-Warrior-Business/dp/1925452964
• Follow Sonja on Instagram at https://www.instagram.com/sonjathesearchqueen/
• Download a copy of The Google Ads and SEO Checklist https://sonjathesearchqueen.com/google-ads-and-seo-checklist/
• Find out more at https://sonjathesearchqueen.com/

I used to measure my worth in how many likes my Instagram posts got.

I’d overthink every single post – was I saying too much? Not enough?

And then I’d hit post and keep refreshing, waiting to feel seen.

But I’ve recently had the realisation that my story isn’t content – it’s a calling.

And the moment I stopped sharing for validation, and started sharing for impact – everything changed.

Because real visibility isn’t about being viral – it’s about being remembered.

In this episode of Diary of the Search Queen, I’m sharing the honest truth about showing up online – especially when your life, your kids, and your business are all on display.

The boundaries, the ego, the raw moments no one sees – and the power of staying true to your message even when it’s tempting to chase what performs.

If you’ve ever felt caught between wanting to be seen but not wanting to share everything – this one’s for you.

In this episode, I share:

• The train station moment that made me stop sharing my girls online
• How to tell the difference between authentic storytelling and attention-seeking
• Why I ditched performative vulnerability and built real boundaries instead
• What truly builds legacy online (hint: it’s not follower count)

Want more?

• Buy the Search for Resilience https://www.amazon.com.au/Search-Resilience-Awaken-Warrior-Business/dp/1925452964
• Follow Sonja on Instagram at https://www.instagram.com/sonjathesearchqueen/
• Download a copy of The Google Ads and SEO Checklist https://sonjathesearchqueen.com/google-ads-and-seo-checklist/
• Find out more at https://sonjathesearchqueen.com/

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Consider this your reminder that your story matters – even if it never goes viral.

You might know Tahryn Bolt as the voice behind The Social Bolt and the How I Do Content Podcast – but in this episode of the Diary Of The Search Queen, you’ll get to know the woman behind the messaging magic.

From small-town beginnings to becoming one of the most trusted messaging mentors in the game, Tahryn shares the full story of how she built a business that’s equal parts purpose and persistence.

She opens up about the mental health challenges she’s navigated since her teens, the resilience it takes to run a business solo, and why clarity in your message matters now more than ever, especially in the AI age.

If you’re building a business in a way that’s honest, human, and yours (even when it’s hard) this episode will remind you why that matters.

In this episode, we talk about:

• The power of clear messaging (and why ChatGPT isn’t a substitute for it)
• What it really takes to show up consistently when your mental health is struggling
• The pressure of performing online and the reality behind the highlight reel
• Learning to ask for help (even when it feels impossible)

Whether you’re running a business solo, navigating the messy middle, or looking for a more meaningful way to market your business in 2025 – this is the conversation for you.

Connect with Tahryn:

• Watch Tahryn’s free 12-minute mini-training “Make Your Offer the One” https://thesocialbolt.com.au/the-one/
• Listen to the How I Do Content Podcast at https://howidocontent.buzzsprout.com
• Follow Tahryn on Instagram at https://www.instagram.com/thesocialbolt/
• Find out more at https://thesocialbolt.com.au/

Want more?

• Buy the Search for Resilience https://www.amazon.com.au/Search-Resilience-Awaken-Warrior-Business/dp/1925452964
• Follow Sonja on Instagram at https://www.instagram.com/sonjathesearchqueen/
• Download a copy of The Google Ads and SEO Checklist https://sonjathesearchqueen.com/google-ads-and-seo-checklist/
• Find out more at https://sonjathesearchqueen.com/

Loved this episode?

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Here’s to the quiet power of doing business your way – even when it’s not easy, polished, or perfect.

Winning a 40 Under 40 award was a big moment.

One of those shiny, career-defining milestones that looks impressive on the outside.

And yes, the recognition is incredible. But let’s be real – there’s also a lot that happens behind the scenes that no one sees.

The sacrifices.

The sleepless nights.

The mental load of trying to be all-in on your business and your babies without losing yourself in the process.

In this episode of Diary of the Search Queen, I’m pulling back the curtain on what it really took to get there.

The boundaries I had to set, the things I had to let go of and the moment my daughter told me she was proud of me – and why that hit harder than the award ever could.

Because while the award is amazing – the legacy I’m building means more.

If you’re curious about the duality of chasing your dreams while raising babies and the joy, the mess, and the meaning tucked into every yes and no – this episode will land right in your heart.

In this episode, I share:

• What success really looks like behind the highlight reel
• The truth about mum guilt, boundaries, and the mental load
• How I’m redefining ambition and doing it my way
• Why modelling resilience for my girls is the most important thing I’ll ever do

Want more?

• Buy the Search for Resilience https://www.amazon.com.au/Search-Resilience-Awaken-Warrior-Business/dp/1925452964
• Follow Sonja on Instagram at https://www.instagram.com/sonjathesearchqueen/
• Download a copy of The Google Ads and SEO Checklist https://sonjathesearchqueen.com/google-ads-and-seo-checklist/
• Find out more at https://sonjathesearchqueen.com/

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Here’s to showing our kids what’s possible – not just through what we win, but how we live.

Heidi Anderson built her career in the spotlight – radio, reality TV, bestselling book, bold PR brand.

But the version of her you saw? It wasn’t the full story.

In this episode of Diary Of The Search Queen, we talk about what it really took to pull off the mask. From navigating anxiety on air to finding a new rhythm as a mum and a business owner – Heidi’s journey is one of truth, power, and real personal branding.

This is what it looks like to turn your story into your superpower.

We dive into:

• Heidi’s journey from radio and reality TV to running a PR business that’s built on purpose
• The anxiety she hid at the height of her media career – and the moment she decided to go public
• The ripple effect of showing up vulnerably (and how that changed everything)
• Letting go of guilt, navigating motherhood, and chasing big dreams unapologetically
• Why authenticity is the strategy when it comes to PR and personal branding

Whether you're a business owner, a content creator, a leader or just someone tired of pretending – this episode is your reminder that you don’t have to wear a mask to be powerful.

Connect with Heidi:

• Buy Drunk on Confidence – available at major bookstores and online
• Follow Heidi on Instagram at https://www.instagram.com/_heidianderson/
• Find out more at https://heidianderson.com.au

Want more?

• Buy the Search for Resilience https://www.amazon.com.au/Search-Resilience-Awaken-Warrior-Business/dp/1925452964
• Follow Sonja on Instagram at https://www.instagram.com/sonjathesearchqueen/
• Download a copy of The Google Ads and SEO Checklist https://sonjathesearchqueen.com/google-ads-and-seo-checklist/
• Find out more at https://sonjathesearchqueen.com/

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Here’s to dropping the mask and turning your real story into your power

I didn’t just move to Australia. I rebuilt my entire life from the ground up.

In this episode of Diary of the Search Queen, I’m taking you back to the moment I packed up my life in Ireland and flew to Australia – no job, no backup plan, just a gut feeling and a suitcase full of hope.

What started as a one-way ticket became the turning point for the life, business, and family I have today. But the journey? It wasn’t easy. It tested my resilience, forced me to grow fast, and cracked me open in ways I never expected.

This move didn’t just change my postcode, it reshaped my identity, my values, and the way I show up in the world.

In this episode, I reflect on:

• Why I knew (even at 16) that Ireland wasn’t where I was meant to grow
• The sacrifices I made to stay in Australia – and why I’d do it all again
• What it’s like to find home in a completely new country
• How building a life here helped me become the leader, mother + woman I am today

Whether you’ve made a big move yourself or you’re standing at your own kind of crossroads – this one’s for you.

Want more?

• Buy the Search for Resilience https://www.amazon.com.au/Search-Resilience-Awaken-Warrior-Business/dp/1925452964
• Follow Sonja on Instagram at https://www.instagram.com/sonjathesearchqueen/
• Download a copy of The Google Ads and SEO Checklist https://sonjathesearchqueen.com/google-ads-and-seo-checklist/
• Find out more at https://sonjathesearchqueen.com/

Loved this episode?

Tag me on Instagram @sonjathesearchqueen with your biggest takeaway or aha moment!

And if it landed for you, I’d be so grateful if you left a 5-star review. It helps the podcast reach more hearts, ears, and humans who need it most.

Here’s to backing yourself even when it means starting over