Doubt has gotten a bad rap in religious circles for centuries. Many of us have grown up hearing about "Doubting Thomas" as a cautionary tale – an example of insufficient faith rather than natural curiosity. But what if we've been approaching doubt all wrong?

In this eye-opening episode of The Tilted Halo, I challenge the conventional wisdom that doubt represents spiritual failure. Drawing from Frederick Buechner's brilliant definition that "doubts are the ants in the pants of faith" that "keep it awake and moving," I offer a refreshing perspective, particularly valuable for women in ministry and leadership positions.

Throughout the episode, I share some candid reflections on my journey through doubt – from wondering if I could ever become a pastor (especially when growing up in a tradition that didn't allow female ministers), to questioning whether I could complete seminary, secure positions, or make a meaningful impact. Rather than undermining her calling, these doubts continually drove me back to prayer, expanding my vision of what might be possible with God.

For anyone who has ever experienced second-guessing or found themselves trapped in the "should have, would have, could have" cycle of self-judgment, this episode offers liberation. Especially for women in faith leadership who feel pressure to be perfect while knowing they aren't, my message is this: your tilted halo isn't a sign of failure but evidence of authentic engagement with your faith. Your doubts don't diminish your ministry – they might be exactly what keeps it vital, growing, and receptive to divine possibilities beyond your imagination.

Ready to transform how you view doubt in your spiritual journey? Listen now, and discover how embracing uncertainty might be the key to deeper faith.