Welcome to a special episode of "Confessions of a Modern Artist," titled "They Used to Call Me Patches." In this inaugural installment of a new series, I embark on a deeply personal journey as I begin to uncover the layers of vulnerability behind every album, mixtape, and EP I've released over the past 14 years.

Join me as I pull back the curtains on the genesis of my artistic evolution, starting with a poignant reflection on a childhood memory that left an indelible mark. In fourth grade, I was dubbed "patches," a nickname that served as a constant reminder of my external flaws and the ridicule I endured as a result.

But as I share the narrative of my latest album, "Healed," listeners are invited to witness a profound transformation—a journey that transcends mere storytelling and delves into the depths of the human experience. Through the writing process of "Healed," I was compelled to confront my internal vulnerabilities, shedding light on wounds that had long been buried beneath the surface.

This album became more than just a collection of songs; it was a cathartic process of self-discovery and healing—not only for myself but also for my wife and countless others who resonated with its message. As I share the stories behind the tracks, I hope to offer listeners a glimpse into the power of vulnerability and the potential for healing that lies within each of us.

Join the conversation on Instagram, TikTok, or our Discord channel (@TheArtistConfessional) and share your own reflections on the transformative power of music and vulnerability. Together, let's embrace the journey toward healing and self-discovery, one confession at a time.

Stay tuned as we continue to unpack the stories behind each album, mixtape, and EP, exploring the raw emotions, challenges, and triumphs that have shaped my artistic journey over the years. And remember, no matter where you are on your own path, there is healing to be found in the power of vulnerability and self-expression.

In this compelling episode of "Confessions of a Modern Artist," titled "Confession #10: One Time, I Forgot Who I Was," I recount a powerful narrative of self-discovery and resilience amidst the pressures of competition and self-doubt. Join me as I reflect on a pivotal moment in my journey, driven by an insatiable desire to prove myself as the best drummer in Vegas. I share the story of a drum battle where I faced intense competition, only to meet with failure. Yet, within that moment of defeat, invaluable lessons were unearthed, shaping the trajectory of my personal and artistic growth. Through candid storytelling, I explore the complexities of navigating moments of intimidation and self-doubt, where the pressure to excel can obscure our sense of identity and purpose. I delve into the realization that allowing one moment of failure to define us is a disservice to our potential and talent. This episode serves as a testament to the importance of resilience and self-belief in the face of adversity. I challenge listeners to reflect on their own confessions—have you ever been so intimidated by external pressures that you lost sight of your true identity and purpose in your craft? Join the conversation on Instagram, TikTok, or our Discord channel (@TheArtistConfessional) and share your reflections on overcoming moments of intimidation and rediscovering your artistic voice. Together, let's embrace the lessons learned from setbacks and forge ahead with renewed determination and authenticity. Stay tuned, stay true to yourself, and let your artistic confessions pave the way for a journey of self-discovery, resilience, and creative fulfillment.

In this insightful episode of "Confessions of a Modern Artist," titled "Confession #9: My Lack of Patience Never Sped Up the Process," I embark on a candid exploration of the ramifications of impatience in both personal and creative endeavors.Join me as I delve into the decisions made out of eagerness, only to witness them lead to disastrous outcomes. Through vulnerable storytelling, I shine a light on the pitfalls of rushing into actions without the necessary patience and deliberation.This episode serves as a powerful reminder of the importance of cultivating patience consistently, both in life and in creativity. I underscore the significance of approaching decisions from a place of clarity and purity, rather than succumbing to the pressure of haste.As creatives, we often find ourselves tirelessly working behind the scenes, driven by passion and ambition. However, I emphasize the critical role of discipline and consistency in ensuring that every decision is made thoughtfully and intentionally, devoid of impulsiveness.Join the conversation on Instagram, TikTok, or our Discord channel (@TheArtistConfessional) and share your reflections on the challenges of patience in your own journey. Together, let's recognize the value of patience as a guiding force in navigating the complexities of creativity and life.Stay tuned, stay patient, and let your artistic confessions pave the way for a deeper understanding of the power of patience and the transformative impact it can have on our personal and creative growth.