Welcome to a special episode of "Confessions of a Modern Artist," titled "They Used to Call Me Patches." In this inaugural installment of a new series, I embark on a deeply personal journey as I begin to uncover the layers of vulnerability behind every album, mixtape, and EP I've released over the past 14 years.

Join me as I pull back the curtains on the genesis of my artistic evolution, starting with a poignant reflection on a childhood memory that left an indelible mark. In fourth grade, I was dubbed "patches," a nickname that served as a constant reminder of my external flaws and the ridicule I endured as a result.

But as I share the narrative of my latest album, "Healed," listeners are invited to witness a profound transformation—a journey that transcends mere storytelling and delves into the depths of the human experience. Through the writing process of "Healed," I was compelled to confront my internal vulnerabilities, shedding light on wounds that had long been buried beneath the surface.

This album became more than just a collection of songs; it was a cathartic process of self-discovery and healing—not only for myself but also for my wife and countless others who resonated with its message. As I share the stories behind the tracks, I hope to offer listeners a glimpse into the power of vulnerability and the potential for healing that lies within each of us.

Join the conversation on Instagram, TikTok, or our Discord channel (@TheArtistConfessional) and share your own reflections on the transformative power of music and vulnerability. Together, let's embrace the journey toward healing and self-discovery, one confession at a time.

Stay tuned as we continue to unpack the stories behind each album, mixtape, and EP, exploring the raw emotions, challenges, and triumphs that have shaped my artistic journey over the years. And remember, no matter where you are on your own path, there is healing to be found in the power of vulnerability and self-expression.

In this compelling episode of "Confessions of a Modern Artist," titled "Confession #10: One Time, I Forgot Who I Was," I recount a powerful narrative of self-discovery and resilience amidst the pressures of competition and self-doubt. Join me as I reflect on a pivotal moment in my journey, driven by an insatiable desire to prove myself as the best drummer in Vegas. I share the story of a drum battle where I faced intense competition, only to meet with failure. Yet, within that moment of defeat, invaluable lessons were unearthed, shaping the trajectory of my personal and artistic growth. Through candid storytelling, I explore the complexities of navigating moments of intimidation and self-doubt, where the pressure to excel can obscure our sense of identity and purpose. I delve into the realization that allowing one moment of failure to define us is a disservice to our potential and talent. This episode serves as a testament to the importance of resilience and self-belief in the face of adversity. I challenge listeners to reflect on their own confessions—have you ever been so intimidated by external pressures that you lost sight of your true identity and purpose in your craft? Join the conversation on Instagram, TikTok, or our Discord channel (@TheArtistConfessional) and share your reflections on overcoming moments of intimidation and rediscovering your artistic voice. Together, let's embrace the lessons learned from setbacks and forge ahead with renewed determination and authenticity. Stay tuned, stay true to yourself, and let your artistic confessions pave the way for a journey of self-discovery, resilience, and creative fulfillment.

In this insightful episode of "Confessions of a Modern Artist," titled "Confession #9: My Lack of Patience Never Sped Up the Process," I embark on a candid exploration of the ramifications of impatience in both personal and creative endeavors.Join me as I delve into the decisions made out of eagerness, only to witness them lead to disastrous outcomes. Through vulnerable storytelling, I shine a light on the pitfalls of rushing into actions without the necessary patience and deliberation.This episode serves as a powerful reminder of the importance of cultivating patience consistently, both in life and in creativity. I underscore the significance of approaching decisions from a place of clarity and purity, rather than succumbing to the pressure of haste.As creatives, we often find ourselves tirelessly working behind the scenes, driven by passion and ambition. However, I emphasize the critical role of discipline and consistency in ensuring that every decision is made thoughtfully and intentionally, devoid of impulsiveness.Join the conversation on Instagram, TikTok, or our Discord channel (@TheArtistConfessional) and share your reflections on the challenges of patience in your own journey. Together, let's recognize the value of patience as a guiding force in navigating the complexities of creativity and life.Stay tuned, stay patient, and let your artistic confessions pave the way for a deeper understanding of the power of patience and the transformative impact it can have on our personal and creative growth.

In this introspective episode of "Confessions of a Modern Artist," titled "Fear of Rejection Had Me Doing Everything by Myself," I embark on a journey back to my roots in Sacramento, delving into the profound impact of humiliation on my early years and the lasting foundation of rejection it instilled within me. Join me as I unpack the complexities of growing up with a pervasive fear of rejection, stemming from experiences of humiliation and the relentless pursuit of acceptance. From a young age, I found myself navigating a landscape where the fear of being judged and rejected shaped my interactions and decisions. In this candid exploration, I confront the consequences of allowing this fear to dictate my actions, leading to a self-imposed isolation fueled by the belief that it was safer to do everything alone than risk the pain of rejection in areas close to my heart. But as the narrative unfolds, I challenge listeners to reflect on their own confessions. Have you ever allowed the fear of rejection to drive you into isolation, cutting yourself off from the support and connection of others? Are you prepared to continue living this way, or are you ready to break free from the shackles of fear and embrace the transformative power of human connection? Join the conversation on Instagram, TikTok, or our Discord channel (@TheArtistConfessional) and share your reflections on overcoming the fear of rejection and embracing the value of community and collaboration in your journey of growth and self-discovery. Together, let's confront our fears, dismantle the barriers to connection, and recognize that we all need each other to thrive and evolve. Stay tuned, stay connected, and let your artistic confessions pave the way for a deeper understanding of the human experience and the beauty of vulnerability and connection.

In this revealing episode of "Confessions of a Modern Artist," titled "I Keep Forgetting to Tell Y'all About Me," I embark on a deep dive into the intricacies of my musical and artistic journey. From childhood anecdotes of being ousted from the drums every Sunday to pivotal moments like my sister choosing a hair braiding appointment over singing songs I penned for her, this episode unveils the layers of experiences that shaped my path to where I stand today. Join me as I unravel the untold stories and pivotal moments that have woven the fabric of my artistic identity. Through candid reflections and heartfelt anecdotes, I offer listeners an intimate glimpse into the trials, triumphs, and serendipitous twists that have paved the way for my creative evolution. This episode serves as a long-awaited introduction, allowing the audience to finally grasp the essence of who I am and how my journey has unfolded. It's a celebration of resilience, determination, and the unyielding passion that fuels my artistic pursuit. As you tune in, prepare to embark on a journey of discovery—one that transcends mere storytelling and delves into the essence of self-expression and creativity. Join the conversation on Instagram, TikTok, or our Discord channel (@TheArtistConfessional) and share your own reflections on the pivotal moments that have shaped your artistic journey. Together, let's celebrate the power of storytelling, the beauty of self-discovery, and the transformative nature of artistic expression. Stay tuned, stay connected, and let your artistic confessions pave the way for a deeper understanding of who you are and the creative legacy you're destined to leave behind.

In this soul-baring episode of "Confessions of a Modern Artist," titled "For a Long Time, I Had No Idea Who I Was," I peel back the layers of insecurity and self-doubt that once clouded my sense of identity and artistic expression.

Join me on a journey of introspection as I confront the insecurities that plagued my adolescence and early adulthood, compelling me to mold myself into a version I believed I needed to be. Instead of embracing my true self, I found myself living in defiance of the insecurities that stemmed from my upbringing, allowing them to dictate the narrative of my life and creativity.

In this candid exploration, I delve into the ways in which my insecurities seeped into my artistry, shaping and distorting my craft. It's a raw reflection on the struggles of allowing internal voices to overshadow authenticity and creativity.

But the story doesn't end there. Through years of introspection and self-discovery, I've emerged on the other side—finally comfortable in my own skin and confident in my creative voice. This episode celebrates the journey toward self-acceptance and the liberation that comes with embracing one's true identity and purpose.

As you listen, consider your own confessions. Have your insecurities ever cast a shadow over your creative endeavors, stifling your true expression? Are you ready to break free from the chains of self-doubt and embrace your creativity with unwavering authenticity?

Join the conversation on Instagram, TikTok, or our Discord channel (@TheArtistConfessional) and share your confessions about overcoming insecurities and reclaiming your creative power. Today can be the day when you decide to no longer let external pressures or internal voices shape your craft. The power lies within you to embrace your true self and create from a place of authenticity and purpose.

Stay tuned, stay creative, and let your artistic confessions pave the way for a journey of self-discovery, empowerment, and creative liberation.

In this episode of "Confessions of a Modern Artist," I share a personal journey of transformation and self-discovery. Titled "Confession #4: A Year Ago I Knew Nothing About Videography," I unravel the story of making a daring pivot in my craft, challenging myself to explore new horizons and enhance my skill set. Reflecting on the past year, I recount how I ventured into the unknown, embracing the art of videography with little prior knowledge. This episode serves as a testament to the power of pushing one's boundaries, taking risks, and stepping outside the comfort zone. Throughout the narrative, I discuss the challenges and triumphs that accompanied this journey of self-imposed growth. The experience not only uncovered a newfound passion for videography but also revealed how this skill set could seamlessly integrate into every aspect of my artistic expression. The core message is clear—don't be afraid to take chances and venture into uncharted territories. By sharing my journey, I aim to inspire listeners to consider their own confessions. Have you ever taken a leap of faith, challenged yourself in unexpected ways, and discovered it to be a transformative decision in the long run? As we delve into the possibilities that unfold when we embrace change and pursue new passions, this episode encourages artists to break free from limitations and explore the unexplored. Join the conversation on Instagram, TikTok, or our Discord channel (@TheArtistConfessional). Share your confessions about taking leaps of faith and the positive outcomes that have enriched your artistic journey. Stay tuned, stay creative, and let your artistic confessions be a source of inspiration for collective growth and the continuous evolution of your craft.